mad at life
Journal Entry: Thu Feb 15, 2007, 8:23 AM
- Mood:
Miserable - Listening to: HIM
- Reading: the raging quiet
- Watching: scubs
- Playing: never winter nights
- Eating: muffin
- Drinking: dr. pepper
I feel like breaking things when i'm mad.I just
stop using my head...that happened today,I got really
mad because I was mad at my life....ya see I
reliezed I
dont have any friends.At first I was MAD!!!I
wanted to punch something!!!But I didnt....I saw a picture of my
Dad and I broke down...I cried more then I did when
i found he was dead....Its like i woke up and
thought "I'll go talk ta daddy" but then you
relieze....you dont have a daddy anymore.He's gone.Forever.I cried
and just wouldnt shut up.I cried for all the lost and
never found,and broken hearts that would never mend properly.....i wonder,would anyone miss me if i did that?if i killed my self?
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