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mad at life

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 15, 2007, 8:23 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: HIM
  • Reading: the raging quiet
  • Watching: scubs
  • Playing: never winter nights
  • Eating: muffin
  • Drinking: dr. pepper
I feel like breaking things when i'm mad.I just
stop using my head...that happened today,I got really
mad because I was mad at my life....ya see I
reliezed I
dont have any friends.At first I was MAD!!!I
wanted to punch something!!!But I didnt....I saw a picture of my
Dad and I broke down...I cried more then I did when
i found he was dead....Its like i woke up and
thought "I'll go talk ta daddy" but then you
relieze....you dont have a daddy anymore.He's gone.Forever.I cried
and just wouldnt shut up.I cried for all the lost and
never found,and broken hearts that would never mend properly.....i wonder,would anyone miss me if i did that?if i killed my self?

guess what!!??!!!

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 27, 2006, 10:04 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: fallout boy
  • Reading: dramacon
  • Watching: surface
  • Playing: UT
  • Eating: pizza
  • Drinking: dr. pepper
you guys might know i live in nebraska,the land of the corn.....well taday i talking ta this guy and he's like so where do you live? and i'm like the land of the corn...


me:i'm from the land of corn
*gasp*!!it got me!!
him:okkkkkkk
me:its the horrorble corn stalk!!!
him:......
me:i thought i had killed it!but no!!it must have had a mate!!there might be babys!!!!oh god!!when will it end?!?!?!?!!?!?
him:alrighty then.......
xoxoxoxademxoxoxox has left
me:what?

hello

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 27, 2006, 8:34 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: fallout boy
  • Reading: dramacon
  • Watching: surface
  • Playing: UT
  • Eating: pizza
  • Drinking: dr. pepper
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhh.....now that thats outta the way......elloooooooooooo!my name is ash,i like cats,music,art!,and chating to ppl...i like vampires!!!i like fuzzy stuff,dark stuff,goth stuff and KITTINS!!!and hot coco and coffee and CATS!!thats about all.....FOR NOW!!!!!!!!i'll think of more...THEN I"LL BE BACK!!!!

first journal entry

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 23, 2006, 5:17 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
ok ppl my name is ash,i think i'm kinda good at art,